After completing this survey, i thought anything else i would say would be superfluous (vocab word! *dances*), so here you are, enjoy ^_^

1.FULL name: Ameya Skye. or Aiyana Elle or Lindsay Elaine Note: Last one my mother chose, not mee
2.nicknames: Ameya, Mey mey, Faerie Lynz, Linz, Lin, Ameysy, Tiger
3.city and state born in: Los Angeles, CA
4.state you live in now: Ohio
5.birthdate: September 26, 1987
6.astrological sign: Libra
7.school: Bulah University... hehe not really, I'm homeschooled and might/probably be starting community college or Ohio Institute of Photography & Technology, in fall-winter 03
8.hobbies: reading, writing, Surfing ze web, creating websites (i create tons, but i rarely use any of them) Chatting, talking on message boards, photography, music, guitar & Viola
9.sports that you play/enjoy: Yoga, i'm counting that as one, Taebo is fun..unless they make entire gym classes watch it, with people who site out and laugh at everyone, fencing, swimming, iceskating are all fun, but i dont play any on teams, though i took classes for thoes last three last year (i learned new stuff for skating and swimming, i've been doing thoes forever)
10.height: 5'6 or 5'7 ish"
11.weight: To much
12.shoe size: 10 or 11 Wide... geesh, you'd think i'd be taller...
13.right or lefty: righty.

*What....*
1. What do you think of the way you look?: I'm really not liking the underbite. My aunt and cousin have them too. I don't like it on me.. Although some people didn't even know i had one, i guess i'm just to self concious.. and Ugh.. fat for sale! Any takers?
2. What do you think about your attitude?: I like it. Considering my mother's attitude, i'm VERY happy with how i turned out. I'm more laid back and i have a goode outlook on things, i think, unlike my mum who is a ticking time bomb and can go off at the smallest thing..
3. What do you think about life after death?: Reincarnation, did you know even Chrisitanity (before the Church corrupted the scriptures for more power over the people in the middley ages) believed in it? I think we get reincarnated till we've come to know where we came from (God) and we get past the Mortal 'sins' as they are come to be known, which i think means getting past everything materialistic and really Live for God, not for money and all.
4. What do you think about karma?: "Instant Karma's gonna get you!" Ahh, gotta love John Lennon. I believe in Karma, When i was a little Christian girl of round 8 i think, before i had any idea of anything like 'karma' i have a memory of sitting in bed and i thought "What if everytime we do something bad, god takes a point away from us (i imagined it like him pressing a button and it making a cash register sound) and when we do something goode we get a point?" I think the point of karma is to learn that all the stupid "bad" things we do are pointless when we find God. I dont mean for thoes questions to sound preachy or anything, thats just what i've come to. GOODE book is "Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda" Even if you don't like the ideas, its a goode book about lifes of Yogi s and it has rather scientific explanations for a lot of things. I read it at work this fall between tractors... i love it!
5. What do you think about love?: Love is goode. I'm afraid of it though.. it tore the hearts of my mom and dad.. and there are so many broken relationships around me, i'm scared of that happening to me :(
6. What do you think about fate?: I think we have a blueprint or a sketch of our life, that we pretty much set for ourselves to work through our Karma or to have certain opportunities, but depending one the choices we make in life, it can stay or go completly (or a little) off course
7. What do you think about your self?: I think I'm somewhat interesting, and open minded and caring/nice. Thats what I think anyway, others may have different opinions.
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: I have my whole life ahead of me, and i probably won't or will barley remember this, so why make such a big deal?
9. What would you give your life for?: Friends, Family, a cause i care about..
10. What do you think about your first love?: I was so young! yikes! It was very destructive.. But i'm better now! :)
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you?: Well i dunno... who was it? the first time i remember a boy telling me they love me is Alex in 5th grade.. he wrote me a note and said that too and my mom found it and went AWW! lol.. He turned out to be bi/gay later on though.. like a few other of my ex's... i'm cursed!! *sniffle*
12. What are you scared of?: Being alone. Torture of anyone or myself. diseases.
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: you'd expect me to say when my dad died, but it wasn't really i dont think, i knew he was in a better place and that it was his turn to go, but i think its a mix of remembering he's gone and when i'm feeling alone, that makes me feel that i'll always be alone and loveless, thoes are the saddest moments, althought they are fleeting.
14. What would life be without friends?: friendless...hehe, and so lonely :(
15. Without family?: I think i'd feel like i didn't belong anywhere :(

*The Dream Side of You*
1.Do you dream a lot at night?: As of late, i only remember having one or two dreams. if they are more then one, they usually blend together. And lately they've been really deep sleeps, where i'm almost more tired when i wake up, they are like movies and so envolving... and scary i'm usually running from something in some way.
2.Do you dream in black and white, or color?: I've never drempt in black and white and remembered it, i dont think, i didn't even realized anyone drempt in black n white till these surveys
3.Do you remember any of your dreams?: some Really prominent ones from years ago.. lately i dont remember them for more then a week.
4.Where is your dream make out spot?: make out spot? i find that phrase so unattractive. "make out" its so emotionless, bleck, I really don't dream of "making out" A slightly prolonged kiss is nice though, and it doesn't have to be 'making out', its overrated and not that much fun, i dont think
5.What is your dream kiss like?: Romantic
6.What is your dream job?: as sad as it is, it'd probably be a stay at home mum/wife. That way i could spend time with my family, who i know i'll adore like mad, and pursue my own interests freely (and hopefully homeschool my kids!). But i know i'll be working, so i think Commercial photography and/or graphic design would be spiffy, if i can do it, as would anything else in advertising which i've always loved. oo, or Acting! i've always wanted to be an actress
7.Where is your dream house?: A surburban place in England maybe, then i have another home out in the countryside of Scotland, with lots of land and horses and forest and the works :)
8.Where is your dream vacation?: Traveling around the world, seeing all the sights, and it being safe the whole way and me being asleep for all the plane rides *shudder*
9.Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: They are

*Do you...*
1.Do you write in a journal or diary?: My online journal & blog.. when i write on paper, my hand gets tired, i write soooooo much slower, and i get so mad at my sloppy handwriting that i stop.
2.Do you keep an organizer?: I just got a datebook for next year... hopefully i'll remember to use it properly
3.Do you believe in love at first sight?: I'd like to, but I'm not sure. (i agree with Heather)
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: Soul Mates can be more than lovers, everyone has soul mates of all forms. as for Romantic partners, i'm not sure..
5.Do you believe in God?: Yep
6.Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: Yes
7.Do you believe in having a good education?: Yep, but that doesn't nessearily menaning going to school or getting goode grades there. Its what you learn, not what teachers or tests think you have..
8.Do you believe in horoscopes?: well, say the ones in newspapers are WAY general, thoes are just for fun really.. but if you have your time/place/date of birth and get a chart made specifically for you, then it's often so acurate its scary.. www.astro.com is a goode free one..
9.Do you believe in yourself?: Yes
10.Do you shower daily?: I try too... It washes all the oils and hot showers, which i take, depletes the body of some minerals. thats bad, so i try to every day or everyother day, depending on how i feel or how much i smell, hehe =)
11.Do you like this survey so far?: It's goode 'nough
12.Do you like the person that sent you this?: Yep, Heather's the best! And i think she might have taken it from me, unless it was another Lindsay, but this does feel familiar, and yes, Ameya's a pretty spiffy chick i s'pose ^_^
13.Do you cry easily?: Very much depends on the emotion. Lonelyness, if i think bout my dad or the relationships i have with family, i cry easily, but for some things i dont.
14.Do you believe in Heaven?: Yes, i think heaven is the place we go to between lifes, and after we've finally become 'one with god' when apon death we acend all the way to be with him forever. Heaven is just the godly waiting room or God's parlor, i think.
15.Do you believe in hell?: Hell is in the mentallity and the world you create for yourself. also in reading the awesome book : Talking To Heaven (i think thats the one, its about peoples past life regressions into the 'summerlands'/area between lives/Heaven) it mentions when we die and we go before the council (depending your beliefs in that life, like christians would see themselves in from of Jesus, pagans in front of the Goddess, Hindus infront of Krishna/Shiva or any of them, ect.) and they review their last life. If its full of evil and sin and you relive that, thats quite a hell...
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: Yes

*Favorites*
1.favorite day of the week: Friday or Saturday
2.favorite ice-cream: Cookies n' creme & Cookie dough
3.favorite movies: Moulin Rouge, Braveheart, LoTR, Harry Potter (i love anything fantasy :)) Hard Days Night, Help, Mists of Avalon, ack i know theres more...
4.favorite actors: Tim Allen, he seems such a father figure guy, Robin Williams, Elijah Wood, Ewan McGreggor, Gregory Smith and people i forget....
5.favorite actresses: Sandra Bullock, Nicole Kidman (lots of people don't like her.. hmm..), me (hehe) and i forget the rest...
6.favorite quote: I have a TON, i'll make a quote page sometime, and you can read that. Lots are from John Lennon...
7.favorite songs: They change everytime i hear something
8.favorite music groups: The Beatles (woo hoo!!), Smashing Pumpkins,
9.favorite music singers: Tori Amos, Peter Paul & Mary, Simon & Garfunkel
10.favorite holiday: Christmas
11.favorite season: All of them respectively
12.favorite colors: All of them
13.favorite flowers: Roses and carnations (the only ones i come in contact with really.
14.favorite book: in no order: Quest for a Maid (set in scotland when Mary, Queen of Scotts was a baby.. she's not a main character really, but she plays a part in it), Autobiography of a Yogi, Lost years of Merlin series, Harry Potter series (yay for 'fantasy' books) and once again my memory deprives me of more..
15.favorite school subject: History, stuff about culture, art, music

*When you hear ___ you think of..*
1.Baseball: glove
2.Jeff: Sarah Jeffers
3.Dog: Clover (mine)
4.Warm apple pie: grandma's (i dont think she's ever had one over there..)
5.Socks: toe socks
6.Fish: that one in the kids books i used to love.. with the shiny scales
7.Nail: polish
8.Amanda: Henrique's ex girlfriend
9.Swimming: River (not the person, the thing)
10.Bologna: my brother making bologna samiches all the time, and my disguist for meat, and the funny spelling
11.Giant Eagle: in the Hobbit
12.A nun: an article i read in a teen magazine about a teenager becoming a nun after school....
13.School: What am i going to do with my life?
*Friendships*
1.Who is your overall~* top of the line~* best friend?: Glaa (my gender-less dogma-less name for God that i created during a religious disscussion with Anna)
2.Who is your 2nd best friend?: My Doggie, Clover
3.Who is your 3rd best friend?: Myself, thank you
5.If there are anymore, you can list them: Well if they're reading this, then they are one of them (even if i dont know them :)) and if i were to name them all, this page would be a gazillion pages long.
7.Do you tell your dreams to:Whoever i talk to first in the morning before i forget..
8.Do you tell your fears to: Anyone if they ask or it comes up in Convorsation
9.Do you go to for advice: Depends the matter
10.Have you dreamt about: Most of them
11.Knows everything about you: I dont even/barely qualify for that
12.Do you tell your secrets to: most/a lot of people know a few... no one knows them all
13.Is the most shy: a few of them
14.Is the loudest: Leah... lol
15.Can't you live without: Me
16.Is the most trendy: *shrugs*
17.Can be the most annoying: *stares*
18.Lives the farthest away from you: maybe my friends in Australia
19.Lives closest to you: Anna, lives the street over, but down away. i jog there all the time
20.Are you most like: I'm a little like all my friends, but usually exactly the opposite of them at the same time on somethings
21.What do you look for in a friend?: I don't

*Love*
1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Nowhere Man
2.crush: Gregory Smith, Elijah Wood (kinda), all the beatles 40 years ago, Tom Welling, yay for famous people
3.where does that special someone live?: err... 2 of them aren't living at all, but i guess they were 40 years ago..
4.things you like in the opposite sex: Romantic, creative, funny, caring, nice, responsible, likes music, and a lot of the stuff i do, but others too
5.when was your first kiss: september 24, 01, i only remember cuz it was 2 days after the dance.. and 2 days before my birthday, and im weird like that
6. the most romantic thing anyone has done for you was: I can't remember anything..
7.which is more important- personality or looks?: geeze, how shallow do you think i am?
8.first boyfriend/girlfriend: Phillip Wells, in 5th grade my then best friends twin. But the first 'real' one where we even held hands was Greg
*Creative Q's*
1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: i don't want to melt so i'll go for the moon, oo and i'd love to see the view (not that i'd EVER go into speace really)
2.What color do you think best describes you and why?: Blue or Green, they are calming/peaceful, nature-y, but can be different too.. actually i dunno thats the best i can come up with
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: hmm.. Traveling the world
4.Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? Yes
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why?: Sight. The world is to beautiful not to be able to see. although i think i might go crazy with no hearing, at least i'd be able to feel sound vibrarions
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: i probably wrote lyrics on jordyns at some time..
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: i wouldn't have had thoes cookies...
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: If I could keep the bugs from bothering me, I'd sleep under the night sky. But with a flannel blanket. : ) ( 9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: the world. (once again)
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: well, emotional back up since elementary school, Anna, Helping me learn new and spiffy things and helping me escape school, Heather, and all my other friends for being there
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: mentally? well (lol) being both spiritual and earthly, intellegence, and romanticness and creativity
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: i'd tell everyone i love them and to be strong and take care of the world till i come back =)
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: someone telling me how much I (note 'I' and not 'my body' *growls* immature kids...) mean to them and how much they love (in whatever way) me
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: My 'soul mate' as people would call it, the one i'd be ment for and vise versa
15. What makes you you?: Atoms and life force :)
--HISTORY--

About 15 years ago I...
1. was born
2. in Los Angeles
3. lived with my mum and dad
4. ate, slept and soiled myself (hehee) thats about it...
5. oh yeah, breathed
About 10 years ago I...
1. lived in Dayton, Ohio
2. Just got a little brother
3. was going to Kindergarden
4. had a dog I named Lenny cuz i thought it sounded like Lindsay
5. went to my grandma's everymorning at 4-5 am while mom went to work, i finished sleeping at their house.
About 5 years ago I...
1. was living in Kettering, Ohio
2. wrote a poem about the unfairness of being 10 and not having any rights and not being able to do anything (i'm proud of my insight as a 10 year old in retrospect)
3. visited my dad for Christmas and Summer
4. spent the night at grandmas everynight when mum went to work
5. Had parties with 9 girls over at a time
About 2 years ago I...
1. was in shock from my daddy dieing
2. Still had my site Besthogwarts..
3. Through the site, that year or the year before or around there, i met Heather, my internet friend i've had the longest, when she offered to have a Daily Prophet site that my Hogwarts could use :) Look whos sites closed and who's still up and running, though! hehe (www.dprophet.com 4. Was in 8th grade
5. Led a pretty boring life
About 1 year ago I...
1. went out with Greg..twice
2. Was all 'gothy'
3. was near anorexic and i cut myself :( :( (don't worry i'm MUCH better now)
4. started high school
5. Identity crisis
Today I...
1. went to the laundramat with mum and Taylor to wash or comforters
2. Bought more Christmas cards & a present for Wildflower and Mercy
3. listen to mom tell me how i'm not going to college next fall, when i AM going to, i'll make sure of it.
4. browsed Hollywood video and bought A.I, i've yet to see it.
5. Got a call from 'Josh White' from Ohio Institute of Photography & Technology and shedualed a tour round the school for next thursday.. hopefully they'll let me in next fall..
Tomorrow I will...
1. Work on Filling out more Christmas cards
2. Go to grandma's
3. Hang out with my lovely cousins and say 'ello to the adults
4. take LOTS of pictures
5. probably drag my cousin Heather (differnt then the Heather i've mentioned) home to stay, and possibly Kelsey too, like last year
Top five locations I want to run away to:
1. London
2. San Fransisco
3. Scotland
4. New Zealand
5. Round the world tour
Name 4 TV shows you love:
1. Everwood
2. Smallville
3. That 70s Show
4. Leave it to Beaver
(i like Gilmore Girls too when i can watch it :) and Nova and all educational shows on all the smart channels)
Name 4 celebrities you don't like:
1. Barbra Striesan ( i cant spell it, but blame my mum on that)
2. Justin Timberlake (he's trying to hard and i think his new video and song is dumb, and like someone said... "stop trying to be michael jackson"
3. Shakira (actually i just don't like her singing voice, its to nasal for me, i've nothing against anything else cuz i dont know anything else about her. sept that trashy bum shaking into the camera... gets on my nerves..
4. A lot of rappers, cuz it doesn't seem they've done much besides get up there and rhyme bout nasty stuff..
What are you doing this weekend:
its to far away, i dont know. On Sunday i'm painting the church windows with youth group though :) ahh the christmas season ^_^
Stupid Extra Stuff I Never Expect Anyone to Read:
Do you ever have to beg? I beg my mom all the time
Are you sweaty all the time? No, i'm cold!
Do you urinate in public swimming pools? i dont swim in public swimming pools. i haven't since the onset of puperty, lol.
Do you wear a watch? YES! but the wrist band just broke! *sobs uncontrollably* the HORROR! what am I to do???
Do you judge actual books by their covers? yes.. *hangs head in shame* : (
Do you donate blood? Can't I'm to young and i'm anemic, but i would if i could though
What is your favorite nursery rhyme? Ring around the Rosie.. does that count? its just so odd having little kiddies sing bout the plauge..
Can you balance on 1 leg for very long? Yes
Name something you would like to experience in ur lifetime: Ooo. I want to visit every continent. (oo, sounds goode Heather!)
Are you dramatic? I can be.
Were you a planned baby, or a nice surprise? i'm a prayer baby, mom was praying for a baby girl because of something like an escape from my alcholic (abusive when drunk :( ) daddy..
Do you like walking on dried leaves? I like shuffling through them or jumping in them. It makes me sad though.. i wouldnt want my corpsed stepped and jumped on.
Can you hook your leg behind your neck? nearly
Do you long for adventure? yep
Are you waiting for a donor organ? No..
Are you afraid of anything? Bugs and disease and being helpless whoa.. have you asked this already?
Do u like eating alone in restaurants? I've never tried
How many national parks have u visited? I dunno
Do you go out in the cold with wet hair? Yeah, then i get yelled at by mum
Have you ever been stalked? thats what i call it. It happens when i like someone and then by the time they like me back i've lost interest but they haven't so they follow me around and stuff.. nothing scary though, sept in my dream last night :( *big fat shudders*
Do you know anyone that is racist? yes, my dad slightly was.. but its weird cuz he was so nice, its just on certain things he'd mention...
Do you think white males have the easiest existence? probably, they can always get into politics.. as long as their Christian and balding as well
WANTED: Politicians who care about the world and know what their people want and would make a goode leader. Gender, Race, religion, sexual preference, not important as long as you do the job well.
Do you think that your government is corrupt? No, just a goode deal of the people who work for it.
Do have too many love interests right now? If celebrities count...
Have you ever had amnesia? Not that i remember , bad pun not intended, lol
Are you a whiz? i'm a cheese whiz
Does it bother you if people can hear you pee? What kinda question? and yes
Do you have a receding hairline? *checks frantically* not really thank Glaa..
Do you know anyone famous? depends what kinda famous
Do you think Americans eat a healthy diet? considering the obsesity rate, and observing Overweight everywhere, i'd say No, a lot of its emotional too, i dont think people nowadays are emotionally healthy because of the insane amounts of stress & rush pace of life and all..
How many times a year do you go to the doctor? A few
Do you like your feet massaged? YES, thank you for offering :)
Do you like to massage other's feet? Sometimes actually
Do you prefer warm or cool colors? depends my bood
When is the last time you held a newborn baby? like a year or two ago, whenever Briana was born (:( r.i.p. babyluv) but i was around Tabitha (briana's sister) this august or sept. when she was born)
Have you ever been wrongly accused of a crime? I dont think so..
What is your favorite bumpersticker saying? hmm probably "Evolve, Dang it!" "Ever stop to think, then forget to start again?" "the more you complain the more God makes you live" and more i forget
Do you like speaking in public? Its okay, depends what i'm talking about to who
What's the nicest compliment you've ever received? Lots actually..
Are you easily amused? *giggles* yep
Do you have sloppy handwriting? Yes if i'm not going slow
Name the seven continents. North America, Antarctica, South America, Europe, Asia, Africa, and Australia.
Which ocean is closest to you? Atlantic.
Do you have violent mood swings? Not often, if someone hits a certain button though, BOOM.
Do you like the way bodybuilders look? no!! icky ickness!
What climate is most comfortable for you? one that changes with the seasons, i dont like missing a season. Like cali and no snow:(
Do you think people who kill people should be killed? It depends entirely on the situation, but if you mean 'Do I believe in capital punishment?' Then yes, sometimes I think it's the only solution. But I don't think it should be handed out like sentence-candy. (i agree again Heather)
Have you had any limbs amputated? Nope
Who should play you in a movie about your life? I've been told two things, so I'll list both: Umm... ummm... Christina Ricci?
Best chase scene in a movie: i dunno
Do you know how to tie a tie? no, i need to learn though
What do you carry with you at all times? it used to be my watch *cries*
Do you snore? God i hope not. I dont think so, but River did say while we were camping that i whispered somethign that sounded Latin all demonically. I think thats pretty danged cool
current mood: blah
current music: none
current taste: None
current hair: up in a slopping ponytail, i slept in it last night and never bothered to redo it, sad considering its 6 pm
current smell: I dunno.. its rather icky though...
current longing: To Move to England..
current game: meh?
current thing I ought to be doing: Cleaning my room/reading/filling out Christmas cards/working on my website
current windows open: AOL, i'm writing this in an email box.. nothing else really, this is pretty long and envolving
current book: Wuthering Heights, Dracula, and something about the presidents and Behind Sad eyes: The George Harrison story... wow thats a lot
current cds in stereo: umm... i think i'm going to put in the Moulin Rouge soundtrack
current refreshment: none
current crush: just thoes celebrities...
current favorite celeb: check 'crushes'
current time wasting wish: Moving to England.. is that time wasting? i plan too..
current hate: Being under the control of my mom who likes to be stingy about things *growls*
do you...
smoke?: no, gross and ow
do drugs?: No, smoking anything burns lungs and isn't worth it and i'm not dumb enough to try the others
sleep with stuffed animals?:Yep, well sometimes, i often have to put them up cuz doggie sleeps in my bed too and she'd eat them
have a dream that keeps coming back?: I used too
play an instrument?: Viola, learn a little something on guitar sometimes
believe there is life on other planets?: Yes
remember your first love?: Yes
still love him/her?: As a fellow Glaa's creature
believe in miracles?: Sometimes.
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
consider yourself tolerant of others?: Most of the time
consider love a mistake?: Nope.
have a favorite candy?: I dont want to think about it.. i'd probably gain weight from the thought..
have a best friend?: Yes, a few
wish on stars?: Yep
like your handwriting?: Nope
have any bad habits?: Yeah
care about looks?: Well i wished i could be comfortable in my own skin.. and i wish everyone could

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